Sunday, March 21, 2004
found a nice song 'No Me Ames' by jennifer lopez. she sing in spanish ( i tink) well here the translation
"Dont love me"
Tell me why you're crying...
Of happiness.
And why are you drowning?
for loneliness
Tell me why you take my hands so strongly, and let your
thoughts carry you away
I love you so much
And why is that?
Crazy stubborn person, stop doubting it any longer
Even though in the future there will be a huge wall
I'm not afraid, I want to fall in love
Dont love me, because you think that
I may appear different
You dont think its right
For us to see time go by together?
Dont love me, I understand
the lie that it would be
If your love, I don;t deserve, dont love me,
just stay another day
Dont love me, because I am lost,
Because I changed the world,Because its destiny
Because it can't be, We both are like a mirror,
And you would be my own reflection
Don't love me, you would be dying
Within a war full of regrets,dont love me to be on this
Earth, I would like to throw your enormous love
thru the blue sky.
(SHORT BREAK)
I dont know what to say to you, that's the truth
When people want to, they know how to hurt
You and I will depart, they would not move,
But in this sky dont leave me alone
Dont leave me, dont leave me, dont listen to me
If I say to you "dont love me"
Dont let me. Do not disable
my heart with that "Dont love me"
Dont love me, I'm begging you, leave me with my bitternes
You know well, that I can't, that its useless,
That I will always love you
Dont love me,because I would make you suffer with this heart of mine
that was filled with a thousand winters.
Dont love me,so that way you can forget of your gray days.
I want you to love me, just to love me
Dont love me, you and I will fly,
With with the other, and we will always be together
This love is like the sun that comes out after the storm
Like 2 comets on the same path
*deewy~! 10:33 AM
Saturday, March 20, 2004
oya forget to tell mi blog tt i got hepatitis B. dis week i take 2 times of the blood test
the 1st is test for hepatitis n the result is i got hepatits B den got dono wad blood disease i was kinda of scared bt the nurse sae its nothing.
the 2nd test is to test is mi hepatits B virus is active
hope tt it is not! or i will b like mi mum n aunt keep eatin medicine if not wrong the whole of mi life if the condition is beri bad..
*deewy~! 12:04 PM
today got make up lesson for the comp. n i regret coming 2 it coz i was the onli sec 2 n 5 were sec 1. poh n kwan both din come!!! n i nearli wan 2 blow off coz the sec 1 beri irritating. bt i did talk back wif the sissy teacher! n they tok bout the friendship prob tt is so annoying i mean he so kpo wan 2 interfere their prob. he tink he noes alot aniwae i did all the comp stuff quickli n go back quickli. cant stand it.
then when i was at home eating mi lunch, mi aunt talk wif mi bout the intergraded prog. well i m kinda interested bt i scared tt it require alot of work n now tt i no mood 2 study i dnt feel like goin for though its no harm tryin. we talk n talk until 2 mi sis.. she sae she dont wan 2 gif her pressure n sae mi sis blame her for everiting ( coz mi sis wrote in a paper n mi bro saw it n tell). she got admit she is kinda of straight forward. but... she did gif mi sis a pressure coz last time i oso like tt i feel beri stress out onli tt she dono.. n we all noe tt she got short memory.. bt now i tink its bcoz we keep saeing it make her tink she is. coz last time i dont tink i reali like 2 eat fish bt mi aunt keep saeing i love it so much tt i come to tink 'ya i reali luv 2 eat fish' tink mi last time cher tol us bout it its true.
i hope tt i can change mi attidute 2wards mi sis
n i tink ppl dnt understand mi hoe come they nvr ask mi y mi behaviour towards mi sis is so impatient like tt
*deewy~! 11:59 AM
Thursday, March 18, 2004
2dae i m dam sick!! wake up n mi sore throat is gettin worse n got flu den din go to the enviro-youth camp. its so coincident i mean i yst told kwan n poh tt i dont wan 2 go den reali. however... in the end i go coz mrs khoo call at round 7.40 ask mi hoe i m i dono hoe she no mi sick coz poh n kwan din tell her. aniwae round 12 she call again n i feel so guilty coz i scared she din believe mi n she so concern n in the end i go coz feel kinda beta. den when we go home she ask mi again n when i juz touch mi uniform she ask if i got stomach ache n i sae no. she is so concern!!! make mi so guilty for ntg
*deewy~! 8:15 PM
